Traveling back from NC/SC, where I had a pretty decent vacation but then in VA got pulled over by a heartless piece of shit state trooper & now that we’re back in NY driving thru the 607 is pulling at my heart strings. He will never know just how bad he hurt me. Years later I’m still crushed by any reminders of him. I will forever love BJC. It’s not like I haven’t been w others & fell for them as well but not the same soul connection like that. Nothing has compared & I’m not sure anything ever will.
I woke up feeling sick. My stomach is nauseous. Idk why. I had bad indigestion all night too. I kinda wonder if it’s from the pain in my neck/shoulders. The best sleep I got was this morning after I used my tens unit. I don’t have the energy to get out of bed right now but I have the aspiration to paint today. So, we’ll see.